I love this time of year for so many reasons. The weather, the lovely colors, fresh smell of flowers and of course the start of a new year in my life. I remember during my 20s thinking people my age (39) seemed so old to me. I looked at them as if I would never get here and wondered how I would feel. So how do I feel? Raw. You must be thinking what the heck does that mean?! When you reach your mid to late 30s there's a sense of not caring what anyone says or thinks. It's a pr